read tista's blog today. huhuhu i think he knows that i'm going to read it.. or he wasn't? :p anyhoo tis.. i know one day you'll be reading this. and let me tell you one thing about me today. i feel overwhelmed with the qualities of friends that i have. such a blessing... right now, i'm trying to do the "appreciating-small-things-that-i-take-it-for-granted" routine. it makes me feel stronger yet more gentle at heart.

tista's right. sometimes i feel lonely and longing for someone to partnering with me, just like my other friends. but then again, i wont find one, if i cant even love myself. now loving one self is not an easy thing to do. it takes lots of hard work and determination. every soul in this world learns to love their own self every minute of the day.

i use to think that every time this who i thought is a perfect guy for me show up, and finally leave me before we even have a status or relationship.. it's because at that time, i lost my self security by loving him in a higher level than i love myself.

soundtrack of the day:
:: Stuck In a Moment // U2 :: this song goes to Irfan..

:: I Will Fly // Ten 2 Five ::